Kazar

its just upset me a lot when friends try to find  way through things without your acknowledgment which can affect your feelings. I don’t mind if they talk to you beforehand and u know…discuss like mature adults. I believe i am a good person. I want to share things that makes me happy with my friends and help them as much as i can. Now, i believe that it does not always go both ways. But, i will not exacerbate the problem by behaving like the way they treat me. I will still be nice towards them and that’s what a humane person will do.

I believe that no matter how bad a person is, there must be a good side to that person as well. A friend, someone you probably trust the most sometime hold they keys to your happiness and they can also crush the doors to your happiness. For the next few months, is a hard time for me. I need friends who understand that and not make my life more difficult and sad. I guess i’m in that transition period where i need to choose my friends really well. What my mum told me years back suddenly make sense now: “Pilih kawan-kawan yang bait Kazar oh”.

Peer pressure. It seems so distant from me 3 years ago. I even told my friends, “Nah, peer pressure doesn’t bother me at all”. Then, I eat my own words. I started to go out a lot, my results dropped, started to binge drinking, discover things that i shouldn’t have on the way. Do i regret it? A big No, No. I appreciate friends who expose to me to those things. I learned through those things and that makes me a stronger person. I don’t want to be in my 40s, and just discover that ‘binge drinking’ is bad for you. What did i learned from them? A lot really. I started to prioritize and manage my time well, for example. It transforms me into a more resilient person. How ironic.

Kazar

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